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December 29th, 2004

03:38 pm i still raged in anger as i stared at him. he continued to bleed profusely and he was pulling on my pants leg, begging and pleading to let him go. but i couldn't..i wouldn't even think of such a thing letting him go would make him think it was ok...ok for what he had done. for all the pain and suffering he had caused me. i couldn't let him go...he had to pay, pay for his crime. seeing him bleed and cry like the little weakling that he was enlightened me. but no matter what i did to him...i could never get back what he had taken from me. either way no matter what i chose to do i was still lost. i was still at the bottom of the food chain. the smell of gasoline was finally getting to me. i quickly jerked away from his grasp and took a few steps back. this was it..this was finally the end...he was going to get what he rightfully deserved. i turned and continued to walk away completely immune to his screams and the smell of.....burning flesh.... Current Mood: hehehe BURN!! Current Music: I Like That by houston

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November 30th, 2004

05:40 pm - YAY!! hahaha i love having 2 journals. in this one i'm always like "weeeeee!" and hyper. but in my other on i'm always al sad and stuff. ahhhh!! today was crazy cuz i had a math quiz but then it was canceled YAY!!! but besides that i had a pretty ok day nothing special happened but yesterday in civics was hilarious. i have no idea but i was feeling all sad (i know y i was feeling sad though but anywasy) my friend and i friend were doing a work sheet and she said the word "duty" and for some reason i just started laughing uncontrolably. hahaha duty sounds like doody. hehe my friend said i was immature. i'm not immature i'm just special ^-^ P.S. hey i think i like someone and their name is....you don;t know them HAHAHAHAHAH Current Mood: i'm special ^-^ Current Music: step up by drowning pool

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November 1st, 2004

09:24 pm hahahaha my dog is so dumb. hes like the king of stupidity. but anyways i had just put out the garbage and i was running back to my porch. my dog was running next to me and was watching me run. and not what was in front of him and he ran smack dab into the back of my moms cars...LOL!! i swear i was on the ground laughing is was so funny and the best part of it was that he just shook and kept running. that so explains him being so dumb...lol hes lost so many brain cells running into shit its just beyond normal. (subject change) today was some crazy shit cuz i was in my english class and just randomly out of the blue i starting to CRAVE chicken and cupcakes. to the point that like everything starts to look good...lol. (subject change) holy crap! today there was this really weird guy like stalking me in the hallway. the first time i saw him in the hallway (was today) and he bumped my and apologized really nicely and smiled at me. and i just slime and nodded. then he did it again and i just smiled and nodded. but every time he saw me in the hallway he did the same thing. it was like he was trying to get my attention or something...lol. i've never been hit on like that before (expectually by a guy...lol) so i didn't know what the hell was goin on ok..lol. but after wards i was like "oh i get it now" like hours later...lol. i mean i have never seen this kid before (maybe from the corner of my eye but i never paid any attention) but apparently he knew me but i mean come on who wouldn't like me?...lol Current Mood: FOOD!!! Current Music: toxic by britney spears

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October 28th, 2004

08:01 pm - my butt...lol wow! i really don't know what to talk about. so, i'm just going to be completely random. i usually am random but wow when i'm on caffeine i'm just buzzed..lol. but anyways lets talk about my love for chicken. hahaha i have an inside joke about chicken. i don't know why but it has something to do with buses and chickens. i have no clue why but when me and some of my friends get to talking...crazy shit happens lol. ahhhh! i love chicken. i NEED chicken NOW but i want...PIZZA! damn am i hungry. yay! i got to hang out with one of my good friends today. we were'nt alone tho (i like never get time alone with her anymore) but i rather that then not at all. omg! anime is so awesome. right now my favorite is by far rebirth. its just to COOL and its hilarious too. but my ultimate online comic i so van von hunter. i love it its just to damn random its really funny. wow! u know whats crazy? like i know of like 5 girls that have liked me in the past and like 2 that like me right now. and out of all of them i've only liked like...2 or 3 of them. but the rest of them are just friends and nothing more. ahhh!! i so need to get my CDs back from my brother. my ears are like bleeding fr listening to the same 2 CDs CONSTANTLY!!! lol. my dog is such an attention whore its ridculios..lol. hes like 3 years old and he still thinks hes a little dog. i mean hes not really big but hes NOT small...lol. he always trys to like climb into my lap and he always ends up like knocking me other or something weird..lol. but i guess i still love him..haha toddles ^-^ Current Mood: ooo KITTY!! Current Music: dance with me by debelah morgan

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October 23rd, 2004

12:39 am dammit! i got a journal at the wrong time. i so should have gotten one like a year ago then i would have something to talk about cuz wow i mean let year i have so much crap to deal with. for example accepting myself (well i already did but i was having a little trouble getting other people to) but the good thing is that a have great friends who really don't give a shit..lol. i mean i have yet to loose any friends cuz of who/what i am. the thing i hate most about some people is that they're so close minded cuz like some people will ask me how i can like girls. i mean its not like its a goddamn sickness or anything its just something that happens. how the hell am i suppose to know how? and even if i did what the hell business is it of urs? hahaha u know what? today i just recently noticed (no matter how many times my friends told me before) how submissive i am. i mean many people have told my before but damn its frickin ridculious. its just amazing cuz like i was talking to on of my friends (which i recently found out who was bi) and i couldn't look her in the eye. i mean i could but not for very long cuz for most of the convo my eyes were wondering. i don't know but i just don't feel comfortable looking some people in the eye. well i mean i know y i can't look one of my friends in the eye (because hes eyes r so goddamn fricken adorable) but with other people i just don't know y. Anyways i've gotta go finish up the movie i'm watching so toddles ^-^ Current Mood: whats wrong with this world? Current Music: tell me by smilez & southstar

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October 18th, 2004

09:34 pm - shit shit shit CRAP!! i have way to much to do. but neways lets talk about me. AHHH!! damn the world and all the people. why do i say that, u ask? cuz nothing NOTHING ever goes my way lol. but hey me and my friends joke about it a lot which makes me feel better about it. yea yea yea i know i'm a lezzie. u know what that means? hahaha but that doesn't mean that i like every single girl that i see. i mean come on i hate it when people think that. why the hell do people have to be so goddamn shallow and so damn dumb. just give me a break i'm the way i'm a and theres NOTHING u can do to change it... no one really bothers me about it but i just felt like rambling about something..lol. but every once in a while someone will ask me a really dumb question. but neways i g2g but i'll write some later ttyl u guys later ;) P.S. when i rule the world ALL men will parish except the ones that r my friends. they'll be locked up in a cage but with no access to women...MWHAHAHAHAHA i'm bad i love it lol Current Mood: the world sucks ass Current Music: can't hold us down by christina aguilera

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